It's become increasingly difficult to find a point in my life where I've felt more overwhelmed with negative thoughts. Most of this has been self-inflicted, which only speeds up the shoveling of dirt.
A few months away from everything, everyone, anything. That uber-appealing hermit lifestyle. Alternative lifestyles always seem more appealing though. It makes you feel closer to individualism; which I feel, doesn't actually exist. Believe me, someone else has already done it.
Have you ever given thought to just bucking the whole system of things, and not actually allowing it to have any power over you? You can take away everything from me. It's empowering and impractical.
I'd like to chill again, but I'm quite self-concious about appearing overly interested in you. You're a much better person than I am, and I wouldn't feel deserving of your form of affection. Or maybe that's just the picture I've painted of you. Besides, you've got plans for your life. I've got pipe dreams; and that's the difference between you and I.
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